Reasons why being single is alright

Just compiling a list of the benefits I have discovered now I no longer live with an abusive prick.

1. I am about 600quid a month better off now I am not supporting him, which i have spent on a new pair of loubi's just because I fucking can.

2. I can watch whatever I want on telly without the remote being commando'd.

3. There is not a sweaty bastard on my couch playing fucking playstation for hours on end while I go to work.

4. No one has spat at me, strangled me or hurt me physically in anyway for 6 weeks

5. I have not had to fake a single orgasm

6. I can go out and get pissed whenever I want without anyone having a tantrum (never went out with my mates the entire time I was with him).

7. I can starfish the kingsize til my hearts content

8. I can plan girly holidays without a kick off.

9. I am safe in the knowledge my house that I bought and paid for myself is safe and won't get damaged again

10. I'm blogging again!

Yes that will do, 10 reasons life is better. Operation stay sober for a month is in full swing and I have to say I am feeling a LOT better. After what turned out to be a very heavy bank holiday weekend I found myself in the depths of a comedown which lasted the full week. I was about ready to pack myself a bag and take myself off to broadoak. My mother had been googling "bipolar disorder" and everything.

So as boring as it is, it is in the name of mental health that I must remain sober. At least for a month anyway until I am through this fucking trial. Oh the trial. The very word irritates me. Still pisses me off that he has pleaded not guilty and I am mentally prepared now that is he going to maintain this plea and take to the witness stand preaching that I am a crazy psychopath heroin addict pimp who brutally attacked him with a feather duster whilst riding a unicorn and he just had to give me a black eye to defend himself from the onslaught. What fucking ever. Not arsed any more what shit he spouts, I think iv said before the outcome of the trial is irrelevant to me. It won't affect me because he will no longer be anywhere near me. Granted it would be nice to see him finally held accountable for his actions. And he has attacked his sister plus his 6month pregnant ex girlfriend before me so there is no question in my mind he will go on to do it to the next poor cow that falls for his pathetic charm. This is his problem. He is very charming but he has nothing to back it up. Hel be 27 in November and from what I can gather he's living in some studentesque room on minimum wage with no driving licence and no hope of that ever changing. I think this is why he is the way he is but who cares we could psychoanalyse him all day. He is dangerous and that's the bottom line.

As for me I think I am starting to regain my mojo and I just hope that once this judge judy saga is out the way I can put this tit behind me and concentrate on finding an actual man with a decent job and a car and most of all RESPECT. No more shoppin in poundland for a fella, soz Abar you. No tar, ta ra, be gone 💋 xx


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